In. Two. Minds.
I lose my job in three months.
I have debt.
I have heartache.
I open up the news, its filled with fear.
Family have told me that who I am is not right. Its wrong.
I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. I am drained and tired very often.
I dont know who God is anymore.
I try to write, and stop. I try to create, and pause.
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I can do anything I want next year. I can travel, I can write, I can take on new adventures with work.
I have money to eat good food, live in a comfy home in a safe place.
I have been loved, and loved. And will love again.
I open up books, and there is so much hope.
Family have told me that they love me no matter what. Friends fill me with joy.
I am fit and healthy. Focussing on my health, also makes me mentally strong and happy.
God is there. My faith is not dead. And will continue to discover.
I write and keep going. I create and get to encourage others, usually when I don't realise.

